Lately, I’ve been feeling sick. I don’t know what to do with my life. I have no motivation. I feel like I no purpose in my life right now. Idk what to do. I go to school the same everyday. Wondering why I go to school. I really don’t know what to do with my life. I just want to live life alone right now. I feel like no one knows what I’m feeling, but I’m pretty sure a lot of people feel this way too. I guess thats selfish of me to say that. Hopefully I find my purpose because right now I’m not doing anything. There are many things I can be doing right now, but I just don’t have any motivation. Nothing that really drives me to there. I just can’t find what it is that I was meant to do. I’m just dead weight right now. And I’m trying to find who I am so I can be the best me I can be. I feel like everyone else has found their place except for me. I guess I just have to try new things to know who I am. I actually thought I was getting better too. Mentally that is. I was fine for a bit. Now I’m just going downhill again. Just need to still to what I believe in I guess. Thats all I can do if I want to survive. I have so much more I want to say, but I can’t just put it in words. The hard part about this is, I don’t know what my emotion is. Sometimes I’ll feel mad or sad, but in the end I get distracted by everything around me. Even though I’m happy, its just for a while. I can’t always rely on my friends to keep me happy. I have to find my own happiness I guess. To put it in some way. Me not knowing who I am is killing me because all I do is sit here and play video games. Sure its fun now, but what am I going to do once I have a wife and kids. If I’m even lucky enough to have them. I’m just trying to find myself. Like the rest of the world. Just have to keep focused. Laters….
I feel sick
“U boys are old already. U just need to know yr mom always love uguys. I love u more than my own life. Just remember that and dont ask any questions.”
Idk what to say…
I officially need more sleep. :T
- BC quiz, ugh. :( I should have prepared more for it.
- I’m soooo sorry Mr. Ducote, I actually feel really bad that I’ve been falling asleep in your class the last couple days..
- Civil Disobedience. The intro does not make sense, AT ALL. Anarchy? -___- I feel like…
That sleeping thing is probably Leann. Lol. Sorry LeAnn if you read this x_x But she’s the one who usually gets caught. Sorry again Leann :/ Don’t worry about the ducote thing :P Gl on BC test :o
